Still Unraveling

[Intro] Morning hits the window Like it doesn’t know my name Coffee on the counter Same shirt, same ache I thought by now the noise Would’ve learned to thin itself out But the house still talks in little cracks And I still answer back [Verse 1] There’s a plate in the sink There’s a pill I didn’t take There’s a text I almost answered Then let die for my own sake There’s a laugh still in the drywall There’s a bruise still in the frame There’s a version of me in every room Still twitching at the name [Pre-Chorus] I wanted neat lines I wanted clean hands Instead I got this life Still moving while it frays [Chorus] Still unraveling Still coming apart at the seams Still unraveling Still waking up inside the dream Not gone Not done Not clean enough to call it won Still unraveling And I’m still in it [Verse 2] I used to think the ending Would arrive like a door One clean shut behind me One clean floor But it’s slower than that And meaner too A thread comes loose at midnight And by morning five more do I see my people in the kitchen Bent but breathing all the same Cracked mugs, bad backs, dark jokes And everybody half reclaimed There’s no choir waiting for us No silver thread pulled straight Just a hand still reaching through the mess Saying stay, stay, stay [Pre-Chorus] I wanted one cut One bright break Instead I got this pulse Still running through the waste [Chorus] Still unraveling Still coming apart at the seams Still unraveling Still waking up inside the dream Not gone Not done Not clean enough to call it won Still unraveling And I’m still in it [Bridge] Maybe that’s the whole thing Maybe that’s the truth Not some finished person Not some cured excuse Just a body full of loose ends Learning what it means to live When nothing ties off clean And you still have more to give [Breakdown] Loose end in the blood Loose end in the bone Loose end in the mouth Still calling me home Loose end in the dark Loose end in the light Still fucking unraveling Still alive tonight [Final Chorus] Still unraveling Still coming apart at the seams Still unraveling Still waking up inside the dream Not gone Not done Not clean enough to call it won Still unraveling And I’m still in it Still unraveling And I’m still— [Outro]